Mixed Emotions

 Here I am again. Unsure of tomorrow. Feeling so unsure of what to do, what I want, mixed emotions. So Im drawn back to God. The One God who understands me more than I do myself. Lord take the lead in Jesus name. 

Amen. 

Celebrate life!!

Today is a blessing. Yesterday is gone and tomorrow is open for any possibility. We can quickly get hook with social media post. Thinking we can hide behind picture perfect moments . Sometimes what is shown to the world is far from the truth. But regardless of how you feel ,show up and be the person you intend to become. Therefore it is better to celebrate every moment ,every event, every moment ,every milestone everyday. Today you are here tomorrow maybe not. Nothing is guaranteed so why not make the most of every opportunity you get to celebrate your loved ones and even just yourself. It's better to celebrate yourself than waiting on others. Dont prepare for disappointments. Your are driver of your life and by God's grace you will be who He intends you to be. 

Celebrate life!!

Dear God

 Dear God

Today is a day that I have no idea to face. Today I feel out of my strength. Today I have no idea  of how to raise the young boy I wish to become a beautiful, handsome young man. How do I take care of a boy this size. I have never had this experience before. On this days I wish that there was a manually set out to do this. Dear Lord , my God I have needed you in the past to show me and You have showed me. Today is the day that I come again to You and I ask that You show me what to do, say and to be. God You are my best friend today. Today it will be me and You and I will listen to Your voice. I open my heart this morning to You and say "God let Thy will be done".

Thank You. 

Amen

Your child

Chrisandy

MOTHER

Motherhood is beautiful yet not always easy to walk in. There are days when women feel down and out. Plain tired emotionally and physically. It is in those days you and me should just take time out and make time to refresh in order to carry on with the daily tasks. It can be draining on your physical health if you do not put time aside to reflect, regroup and restart. 

It's a privilege be called Mom and no one deserve to be treated ill as a woman. Eventhough some may not have gave birth to children themselves ,they are also seen as Mother figures in someone' s lives. Just because you didn't give birth to a child does not make you any less than being a mother. 

Our purposes is different in life but at the end it has a way of  intertwining into one another. So do not regard yourself useless if you don't have children. There are no timeframe to anything in life and do not compare yourself as mothers. 

Maybe you have lost a mom and this year it's difficult for you to celebrate Mothersday. Embrace it my dear friend. Gods comfort 🙏 is around you. His angels are giving you the strength to hold on to the good memories and know you are loved by our Heavenly Father. 

He after all is close to the brokenhearted. Let's learn from each other and pray for each other. We all surely need prayer to master the Motherhood journey.

We celebrate you Women of Strength!!

Loyalty has an expiration date!

We often feel obliged to hang on to relationships or friendships because of loyalty. We tend to be the nice person forgetting the other parties no longer are loyal to you because their loyalty has expired a long time ago. It is not your fault that they are no longer loyal ,it's just that you were being so nice not to see the signs. 

When you should allow family, friends or a relationship to go , let it go!. You don't have to force something that are not worth all your time and effort. There is a season and a reason for everything under the sun.

Stop forcing something that no longer serves a purpose in your life. Reflect on the cons and pros and embrace the new opportunities coming your way. You have so much to see, explore and relive to hold on to things and people that only cause you heartache and pain. 

Become the driver of your life once again. Thank the lessons learned and move on. 

CWS

Getting Back Up!

 I am someone that easily gets irritated when things do not go my way. Yes maybe as you reading that sentence you will say that cannot be. Well, that is true. I am distracted easily but one thing about me is that when I want to start again with something I will go all in. I will get up, dust myself off and start again. It doesn't matter how many times I must start again but I will get up again.

I think the reason that you and I are still here is because we still did not do what is expected by us. Each one of us do have that one thing only you and I still has to discover and that one thing is waiting for you and me my friend. I know you are asking, what thing? I also do not know and sometimes I think I know what it is but than again I go into another direction. 

SO what is it that thing? I do know the fact that you are reading this post is that you are just like me, searching for that thing that will give us the reason to stand up in the morning and going into the day with great enthusiasm. I may not be a great writer now but you know what I enjoy it and I am going to make it my mission to master it. I am tired of thinking that I cant whilst I have the ability but not always the will power. 

I have been neglecting my blog and I am so sorry  for that but I want to ensure you that I am coming back like never before!. Tomorrow is not promise and I might as well make use of this day today. Remember my fellow reader that you have a purpose to fulfill and it will come when you are in position. So get yourself ready and continue doing what you are doing. Even if you do not see the results yet, but start to visualize it and see it coming into existence. 

It will manifest.

 Get up again!

Lots of love!

CWR

Amazing Grace

The past couple of days I have been thinking a lot about grace. This made me wonder what is it really about grace that is so amazing. We are familiar with the song “Amazing grace” but do we really understand the meaning thereof?

The definitions I found on grace are as follow:

·         “courteous goodwill”

·          “bring honour or credit to someone or something by someone’s attendance or             participation”

·         “freely unmerited favour”

In this regard I am mostly focused on the grace that are spoken about in the Holy Bible that the Christian community speaks about as I am a firm believer in God Almighty. This does not mean I would force my beliefs down to anybody as everyone has their own way of acknowledging that there is a Higher power that has the complete control above everything. This than brings me to the word grace, of who God is to me. Gracious, good, honourable, freely given unmerited favour. This means I don’t have to do anything to obtain this grace but it is freely available and one should only be able to receive it through faith.  All of us have a measure of faith regardless of what we belief in. There are always that inch of hope for the better.

When I look back on my life I can trace back on this amazing grace. Amazing because of the ways I lived, did not add up to the grace I received so freely.

There are times in our lives when we are walking on the paths that are simply not good for us emotionally, spiritually, psychologically or physically. Circumstances we find ourselves in that leads to life- changing break downs, destructions in relationships etc. that are unhealthy to us as an individual that ultimately escalate to other relationships. We don’t always realise this at first but somehow we will get to the point where there is no way out. It is in those hopeless moments when we can experience this amazing grace even though we might feel we don’t deserve it at that particular time but it is usually those times where grace brings us out of unfavourable situations.

Everyone deserve this grace and we should also extend it those around us. It does not matter what situation you might find yourself in right now, remember this amazing grace that are available for you and me. We just need to take in a receiving heart posture that are willing and open to receive this amazing grace.

Let us be a gracious hand to someone today.