Designer's Original

This is the 2nd last month of the year. I am still awake early morning hours. Wondering about life especially my purpose, my specific set out plan by God. The conversation I had with my husband earlier the evening sparked this fire in me to see, hear, feel and experience life more in it's fullest version. The way I as God's original design can be a difference by leaving my mark before my days are over on earth.

This is literally keeping me awake to hear from God. What is it that He wants me to hear today in this early hours of the morning. Its like am starting to see and rediscover myself. I reflect back on my journey God has brought me from and where I am currently in my life. How He has planned everything and how God knows what lies ahead.

We can easily get caught up watching other people's journeys that we so get lost in our own minds. Wondering about other people's business that we miss what God wants to whisper in our ears. So that we can clearly hear His vision and allow Him to finish what He started in our lives.

May we embark into a new season focusing on God who knows our beginning from the end. We are His designer's original. There is only one of you!! Make it a memorable image. Seize every oppertunity coming your way!!

Beyond Grace. 

Chrisandy 

With God everything is possible

I just have to share a testimony of what recently happened to me at the Cape Town Airport. So I was on time for my flight on my arrival at the airport.. That was around 9 o'clock am and my flight was schedule to take off 10h05 am. The boarding gates to open 09h35 an closed 09h50. 09h45 am I was still going through security.

 I some how totally forgot to go first through security before going to the restaurants for breakfast. Yoh I was literally late for the plane and the gates was suppose to be closed. I had ran in the wrong direction for my boarding gate. But God was so faithful to His promise that it might humanely looked impossible but with God all things are possible. We need to be faithful in truth  and you will see how God move the universe on your behalf.

I literally had to run as I eventually found my boarding gate and they were waiting only for me. I almost cried as I was running in faith eventhough the possibility of the boarding gate might be closed. Something just kept me going and  I know now that God was the force behind everything. He really is a promise keeper. 

This was a weekend I was so looking forward to, to see my family in Pretoria and so the enemy wanted to rob me almost of a blessed weekend but God's righteous hand was on the plans for the day.

I have learned from this episode that you should never be to prideful to ask for help along your journey. That you need to ask for help when you are unsure. To manage your time and make sure you are familiar with all the expectations of a certain journey, task or venture beforehand. Sometimes life do not always happen according to our desires and plans but that is also OK.. 

We need to be ready for  uncomfortabilty sometimes and this will be the stepping stone in growing in your faith in God. Keep your eyes focus on Jesus because that is what I did as I was running through that airport on Thursday, 8 August 2024. 

My God is faithful. 

Mat 19:26

Chrisandy 

Life is good

The last five months have been a rollercoaster. Some days I'm  on a roll and other days just on a go slow. So much changes have occured in my life. Things I have been prayed for and still do. Days have been challenging I will not lie and still in the midst of all changes I keep on trying again and again because I have been given breathe everyday to make it worth while. So here I am reflecting back on my past months accomplishment, challenges and adventures and think to myself how life is just amazing. No matter how I feel at this moment, confused, anticipation, excitement and so much joy and peace that just can't be explain. So unsure of the future but because I know who holds the future everything just becomez so fulfilling and peaceful. As a human being I do have fears and uncertainties but when I just think of where God has brought me from I cannot not otherwise but to be grateful for all I have received and all I am blessed with. I do not know all the answers and I don't know how things will unfuld in the next 5 months. But I know God is faithful and that is enough for me. With that I will lay down my head tonight and know Holy Spirit will lead.

God bless.

Chrisandy 

Not difficult not easy

It's easy to make as if things are fine. Whereas you are dying inside. It's like you can't breathe at times. You feel like you are suffocating and wish to just break down and cry. These days are so difficult to handle still you make as if it is easy. Somehow you still get up in the morning with the encouraged Word of God as the source that keeps you going. But you know it is difficult. You tell God all your heartaches and challenges and some how you get new strenght but some days it's is more difficult than easy. You can't sleep, you want to cry but there is no tears that come. You so long for your loved one that are thousand miles away. You never thought this will be so difficult being apart as you never experienced it so long apart. God please give me the strenght to hold on to my faith. You are all I have and all I will ever need. I will get the help coz I realised I will drown if not getting it soon. Lord help me! 

Loved

Not defeated!!!

I have no idea of how I will be able to keep standing in the difficult circumstances, how I will go to bed without a tear leaving my eyes during my conversations with my Father. Oh how I know He is hearing me and know He is seeing my heart's desires. How I wonder at night how to tackle the next day. Should I do this or should I do that in order to make it happen myself. In the midst of the tossing and turning God still hears me, sees me and knows what's best for me. Knowing He is with me every step of the a way. So as I am waiting on His word, His guidance I pray to be patient and feel, see and experience His glory in everything. So Lord let me just see your Glory in everything. I don't have all the answers but I know You do. So I want to remain calm, at peace and pray whilst I wait on you. You know what's best and thank you for never leaving my side. I am not defeated!!! 

Your daughter.